Sunrise
Day break...day break...
Alone in the Silence in this quiet room I recite my script the words I’ll say to you. I know these words like an actor knows his lines and like him I will improvise at the appointed time. No one is perfect who can read my mind? I keep thinking to myself that nothing is hidden inside!
Sun rise, sun rise....
Filtering the room the daylight expands, I feel your presence and the touch of your hand. I look into your eyes and what do I see? My hearts desire facing me...
You’re all I want but you’re Not all I need. I have much to live and learn from past mistakes memories Burn. I light a candle and whisper your name I know that I will always change.
Sun rise
Sun rise
Sun rise...
Here I am waiting....
Alone in the Silence in this quiet room I recite my script the words I’ll say to you. I know these words like an actor knows his lines and like him I will improvise at the appointed time. No one is perfect who can read my mind? I keep thinking to myself that nothing is hidden inside!
Sun rise, sun rise....
Filtering the room the daylight expands, I feel your presence and the touch of your hand. I look into your eyes and what do I see? My hearts desire facing me...
You’re all I want but you’re Not all I need. I have much to live and learn from past mistakes memories Burn. I light a candle and whisper your name I know that I will always change.
Sun rise
Sun rise
Sun rise...
Here I am waiting....
Perfect
Feels like forever in this moment, this purple moment.
Gazing at the stars all silent and still wondering if you see me too.
Turning everything on it's head - round becomes flat, throwing preconceptions in the air watching where they land
And it's beautiful...
Can't shake this feeling
Can't shake this feeling
Can't shake this feeling out of me he said.
Can't shake this feeling....
And it's wonderful, it's uniform and it's beautiful, it's perfect too
With perfect unease he said the sky is falling someone must tell the king...
......that it's wonderful, it's uniform, it's beautiful and it's perfect too...
Gazing at the stars all silent and still wondering if you see me too.
Turning everything on it's head - round becomes flat, throwing preconceptions in the air watching where they land
And it's beautiful...
Can't shake this feeling
Can't shake this feeling
Can't shake this feeling out of me he said.
Can't shake this feeling....
And it's wonderful, it's uniform and it's beautiful, it's perfect too
With perfect unease he said the sky is falling someone must tell the king...
......that it's wonderful, it's uniform, it's beautiful and it's perfect too...
Fools Gold (Fair Weathered Madrigals)
Letting go hurts, guess that’s what I’m afraid of but
is living on in someone else’s memory that bad? Time stands
still in the Library of the Mind do you ever wish that you could go
back? And then I remember how could I forget
You read in between the spaces in between the lines in words that were never said promises made but never kept and you’re guilty of compliance feeding the ego of the sane – nurturing the souls that dish out pain in the name of Love. And then I remember how could I forget
Fair Weathered Madrigals
Fools gold - I used to wish upon that star polishing off the bottle of wine - wish I knew where that came from. His mother called him Jason we called him Git seems that we knew Him far better than she ever did. Fair Weathered Madrigals and my Life’s Tapestry fills my wall looking back with a cold expression that remembers you so well. I remember him well, so well. I remember Then so well
It's Fair Weathered Madrigals...
You read in between the spaces in between the lines in words that were never said promises made but never kept and you’re guilty of compliance feeding the ego of the sane – nurturing the souls that dish out pain in the name of Love. And then I remember how could I forget
Fair Weathered Madrigals
Fools gold - I used to wish upon that star polishing off the bottle of wine - wish I knew where that came from. His mother called him Jason we called him Git seems that we knew Him far better than she ever did. Fair Weathered Madrigals and my Life’s Tapestry fills my wall looking back with a cold expression that remembers you so well. I remember him well, so well. I remember Then so well
It's Fair Weathered Madrigals...
Forever!
Bittersweet birdsong echoes and haunts in the corridors of my mind
maybe I'll capture nurture and cradle the rhythm with my hands. I
remember rock, rock rocking myself to sleep as a child and in the
here and now I recall the words you madly whispered in my ear.....
It'll feel like forever it will be for keeps..
Eternity blinks swells and shrinks on the threshold of your eyes only in this moment this perfect moment time stands still in surprise. I can remember clearly catching your thoughts - drinking the rainbows in I can remember clearly catching your rainbow butterfly thoughts..... It'll feel like forever it will be for keeps....
Bittersweet birdsong echoes and haunts in the corridors of my mind as eternity blinks swells and shrinks on the threshold of your eyes I recall your mad whisperings in my ear and I'm drinking it in slowly drinking it in slowly remembering.
It will feel like forever when eternity weeps when the stars stop their dancing when the night ceases dreaming. When heaven starts bleeding the world will start screaming when the light casts it's shadow when the one god falls then a symphony of chaos an eternity of hell and it'll feel like forever before I close my eyes
Eternity blinks swells and shrinks on the threshold of your eyes only in this moment this perfect moment time stands still in surprise. I can remember clearly catching your thoughts - drinking the rainbows in I can remember clearly catching your rainbow butterfly thoughts..... It'll feel like forever it will be for keeps....
Bittersweet birdsong echoes and haunts in the corridors of my mind as eternity blinks swells and shrinks on the threshold of your eyes I recall your mad whisperings in my ear and I'm drinking it in slowly drinking it in slowly remembering.
It will feel like forever when eternity weeps when the stars stop their dancing when the night ceases dreaming. When heaven starts bleeding the world will start screaming when the light casts it's shadow when the one god falls then a symphony of chaos an eternity of hell and it'll feel like forever before I close my eyes
Pride
"Guess I feel guilty" the Watchman said "About the solution. Wish I
could turn back time but there's nothing I can do about it. They
say silence is consent but you know that that's not your way no
that's not your way..."
"I have seen you laugh and seen you cry.
I have seen the Storm in your minds eye.
I have seen your light turning dark....
In the hues of your rainbow soul..." he said
"They say our priorities wrong but you just can't help liking him." he said "And if the truth be known he was our friend." Questions of unease rock my mind" he said "But truth is a rock you hold onto. If I could give you some thing to ease your soul - it's belief in you yes, you are not alone"
"And every angel falls from grace if we could freely open our hearts and what we hide would be revealed." he said "Yes Pride.....Pride....still we're falling from grace every time"
"I have seen you laugh and seen you cry.
I have seen the Storm in your minds eye.
I have seen your light turning dark....
In the hues of your rainbow soul..." he said
"I have seen you laugh and seen you cry.
I have seen the Storm in your minds eye.
I have seen your light turning dark....
In the hues of your rainbow soul..." he said
"They say our priorities wrong but you just can't help liking him." he said "And if the truth be known he was our friend." Questions of unease rock my mind" he said "But truth is a rock you hold onto. If I could give you some thing to ease your soul - it's belief in you yes, you are not alone"
"And every angel falls from grace if we could freely open our hearts and what we hide would be revealed." he said "Yes Pride.....Pride....still we're falling from grace every time"
"I have seen you laugh and seen you cry.
I have seen the Storm in your minds eye.
I have seen your light turning dark....
In the hues of your rainbow soul..." he said
The Catalyst
The Catalyst... Global warnings. Synthesists. Anesthatize my mind
before I dream of you...
The Catalyst... Radio minds. Frequencists. Anesthatize my mind before I cannot resist the thoughts from you...
This alienation stirs my mind and something in this void breathes fire. It serves only one purpose one chilling deed to reach into the depths of the stranger in me... Voiced discontent soul deep imaging you in my sleep your voiced discontent soul deep recieving your thoughts in my sleep and therefore art thou - doth thy shade ne’er sleep? And therefore art thou - doth thy shade ne’er sleep?
But wherefore art thou - doth thy shade ne’er sleep?
But where fore art thou?
In this cold world - it’s a cruel world
In this old world - it’s a cruel world
Wherefore art thou?...
Dost thy shade ne’er sleep?...
The Catalyst... Radio minds. Frequencists. Anesthatize my mind before I cannot resist the thoughts from you...
This alienation stirs my mind and something in this void breathes fire. It serves only one purpose one chilling deed to reach into the depths of the stranger in me... Voiced discontent soul deep imaging you in my sleep your voiced discontent soul deep recieving your thoughts in my sleep and therefore art thou - doth thy shade ne’er sleep? And therefore art thou - doth thy shade ne’er sleep?
But wherefore art thou - doth thy shade ne’er sleep?
But where fore art thou?
In this cold world - it’s a cruel world
In this old world - it’s a cruel world
Wherefore art thou?...
Dost thy shade ne’er sleep?...
On Days Like This
Come bathe in the water
It's icy cold to cool you down
Shed your skin like you taught me to,
To be refreshed and renewed
Remember when on days like this you never needed me
Liquid emotions washing over you
And in this kudos you awake
Perched on a throne you remember how
To heal your wounds anew
Remember when on days like these you never needed me
Independency worn discreetly
And living without a care.
Exterminating Angel awakes in you
Pride in ascendant
Remember when on days like these you never needed me
It's icy cold to cool you down
Shed your skin like you taught me to,
To be refreshed and renewed
Remember when on days like this you never needed me
Liquid emotions washing over you
And in this kudos you awake
Perched on a throne you remember how
To heal your wounds anew
Remember when on days like these you never needed me
Independency worn discreetly
And living without a care.
Exterminating Angel awakes in you
Pride in ascendant
Remember when on days like these you never needed me
Manchild
I burn my fingers, its a ritual.
And I'm delighted, yes I'm pleased.
But we'll see the flaw in you,
That jewel in you finely honed,
And we'll see if you can deliver.
I burn my fingers, I'm spell casting.
It's intuition it's the right thing to do.
But we'll see Manchild spoilt and angst ridden brat.
Raise you up to your full potential.
The way you move thrills me.
And we'll see if you're spirited enough and we'll see if you are strong enough.
And we'll see if you can hold your own
Dance your own tune yes we'll see if this makes or breaks you.
And we'll see if you can deliver.
Yes we'll see if you can execute.
Yes we'll see if you can play the heart strings turn them to ashes and dust
And we'll see if you can turn joy to silk despair.
Yes we'll see..if you can deliver..and we'll see, and then we'll know...
And I'm delighted, yes I'm pleased.
But we'll see the flaw in you,
That jewel in you finely honed,
And we'll see if you can deliver.
I burn my fingers, I'm spell casting.
It's intuition it's the right thing to do.
But we'll see Manchild spoilt and angst ridden brat.
Raise you up to your full potential.
The way you move thrills me.
And we'll see if you're spirited enough and we'll see if you are strong enough.
And we'll see if you can hold your own
Dance your own tune yes we'll see if this makes or breaks you.
And we'll see if you can deliver.
Yes we'll see if you can execute.
Yes we'll see if you can play the heart strings turn them to ashes and dust
And we'll see if you can turn joy to silk despair.
Yes we'll see..if you can deliver..and we'll see, and then we'll know...
Retrospect
You know we hurt ourselves far more expediently than anyone else
ever could. You know that we shroud ourselves with numbness trying
to block out and cover the hurt inside.
We Dealers Of Pain.
We Masochists.
In retrospect it frees me of all obligation
In retrospect it frees me of you
In retrosepect I'm back to full circle again
In retrospect it's a vicious cycle of pain
You know Oh Johnny, Johnny Bach, You know Oh Johnny, Johnny Bach
You know that we allow the hurt, allow people to hurt us..... but we move on. You know I loved him with all my heart even it it wasn't real but I'll move on. I need change, change is sweet, oh sweet sweet change..
You know we hurt ourselves far more expediently than anyone else ever could.
We're professional Dealers of Pain...
We Dealers Of Pain.
We Masochists.
In retrospect it frees me of all obligation
In retrospect it frees me of you
In retrosepect I'm back to full circle again
In retrospect it's a vicious cycle of pain
You know Oh Johnny, Johnny Bach, You know Oh Johnny, Johnny Bach
You know that we allow the hurt, allow people to hurt us..... but we move on. You know I loved him with all my heart even it it wasn't real but I'll move on. I need change, change is sweet, oh sweet sweet change..
You know we hurt ourselves far more expediently than anyone else ever could.
We're professional Dealers of Pain...
Unrequited Wishes
Told Mike yesterday (who was fishing) that there's something inside
me I toy with.
Implosion. Explosions of a myriad ideas, a trillion ways of expiring.
I'm too young to die, I'm too young. I'm Life Qualified, I'm too young. So much I want to see- keep on living. So much I want to do...
Remove the thorn from my foot and hold it up to the light pondering how something tiny can wound me. Exposure. My feelings are showing. Take a deep breath now and conceal.
My thoughts wax and wane it's crushing. Unrequited Wishes comes true. And here you are standing on the threshold poised to strike the fatal blow when I'm unawares?
You're the perfect gift and I have chosen well, an assassin delivering a tasteless execution. The delivery, the expose, the motive pure lust and madness straight from the eye of the storm.
These unrequited Wishes.... standing on the threshold.... perfectly chosen.... sculpted... and poised to kill..
Implosion. Explosions of a myriad ideas, a trillion ways of expiring.
I'm too young to die, I'm too young. I'm Life Qualified, I'm too young. So much I want to see- keep on living. So much I want to do...
Remove the thorn from my foot and hold it up to the light pondering how something tiny can wound me. Exposure. My feelings are showing. Take a deep breath now and conceal.
My thoughts wax and wane it's crushing. Unrequited Wishes comes true. And here you are standing on the threshold poised to strike the fatal blow when I'm unawares?
You're the perfect gift and I have chosen well, an assassin delivering a tasteless execution. The delivery, the expose, the motive pure lust and madness straight from the eye of the storm.
These unrequited Wishes.... standing on the threshold.... perfectly chosen.... sculpted... and poised to kill..